Sunday, August 12, 2012

Vegetarian Trend (-____-)


I am about to rant at this topic. It has come up one to many times in my life and loooooord have mercy, if I have to meet one more cool ass 'vegetarian' I am about to throw all my toys out of my cot!

So here is the deal, I have been vegetarian, well more specifically pescaterian http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pescetarianism (aka Fisherterian - I  only eat fish and vegetables, no meat) for about 6 years now. Yes this is not a lifetime but it is longer than you new found hipsters who all of a sudden are vegetarian. And are quick on the uptake to tell me about being vegetarian and how awesome you are at being vegetaria by having one vegetarian meal a day. Big freaking deal, you know what??? I DONT CARE.

Ima keep it soooooo reaaaal for yall :
I am pescaterian. I did not watch a sad or traumatic documentary about the slaughtering of animals. I do not like the taste of meat. I love leather. I didnt become vegetarian in hopes to lose weight. I am a fat vegetarian. OK.

Now for all you blerrie hipsters, its time for Aunty to school you.
  • Being vegetarian does not mean you  are guaranteed to lose weight, it doesn't even mean you only eat vegetables. You can eat chocolate, cake, oil, butter, cream, sugar, carbs, sweets, pasta. You see where I'm going with this, you still have to have a  balanced  meal consisting out of a source of protein and healthy carbs in vegetables. 
  • If you feel soooooo fucking sympathetic for the slaughtered animals, then you have no idea how sorry i feel for your leather shoes,jacket and vintage leather sling bag. Coz yes bitch those animals died too. So before you come to me all excited that you too are now vegetarian, remember to leave your animals behind thanks. *rolls eyes*
  • Having only vegetarian meals for a week because (well lets keep it real here) you couldn't afford meat does not make you a vegetarian. Then again comes the weekend and there is a braai, not surprisingly to me, you will be the first one to bite into the meat. Therefore you dont get a high 5 when you order a veg meal with me. Fall back please.  

To all you trendy vegeterains doing it for all the wrong reasons. I SEE YOU and all I say can is:

Authentic South Africa Film??? Is there such thing?



It’s been a while, my baaad but boi do I have a lot to blog about. Fasten your seatbelts homies, Leggo!

I recently worked (coordinated) on a local feature (first time). I usually work on commercials and service for international production companies, so this was my first local feature film which has a very good chance of coming out on the South African circuit. As excited as I was to finally be a part of a local production, a couple of topics came up which made me question our local film industry.

 In a discussion about the industry a colleague made the following statements:  "Ya hey, you know the South African Film industry is doing very well.” He then takes it a step further and says especially the Afrikaans industry (and well if you haven't guessed it yet, he is Afrikaans). And it ends it off by saying that "We could do better, but as South Africans we are cheap, and that's why the industry is doing so poorly because if we had money we would be able to make more and better films." Wellll 'coughs'.................. let’s take a closer look at what he said.
[Ok before I get attacked at the end of this blog, let’s clear up some definitions. When I say South Africans, I mean all you motherfuckers, black people, poor people, white people, Indians, coloured people, rich people everybody who identifies themselves as a South African citizen.]

Many many people have a much glamorized idea about the film industry and in all honesty know very little about industry, especially the South Africa film industry. 90% of the time, the most successful and big name films produced/'made' in SA are for foreign countries, e.g. Blood Diamond, Invictus, Safehouse ect. The crew is South African, not the director or the producer and in most cases not the lead actors. We only service the international film production companies as a service based production house. Therefore the amount of creative input we actually put in as SA crew is minimal, we are not creating for ourselves and our people, but we are servicing and assisting in producing films/commercials that often don’t even make our televisions or South African circuit. Let’s take a closer look at what we would define as South African film. Therefore if you are a fresh film graduate who is dying to work in the industry (in South Africa) after you graduate, all I can say is I hope you know how to make good coffee, can carry sandbags and realize that your opinion on this big budget film has the same value of your weekly salary...............But if you still want to be a filmmaker I urge you to read on and be that change.


What really annoys me is that people are so quick to jump on the support train and say 'Oh I love SA movies, Oh we are doing so well.' Define WELL? We made only one Oscar winning film 'Tsotsi' and in all honesty that was never or truly a South African film but rather a black South African film. Before its’ Oscar success we saw it as yet another 'black inexpensive film about the township’ a snooze film. (or am I wrong?). It was only once it became recognised by internationals as a South African film that we all came together and acknowledged it as a representation of a South African film. Ha! Truth is whether we like to deal with it or not, we are still in Post Apartheid and so is our filmmaking. We are still in a country that has a damaged mindset of oppression and segregation. Though it bores us to see yet another South African film about apartheid or makes reference to apartheid it is sadly the only thing that we as a nation can identify and relate to. Thus we cannot simply make a film about a boy meets girl, they fall in love happily ever after (insert light humour, romance, drama and conflict). Even something that simple is too complex for us as an audience to dissect and truly appreciate. The Afrikaans film industry however is like country music in the states, it unfortunately caters to a certain market and that market is huge and purchases with ease, therefore we can look at the ratings for its acclaimed success. Not saying that Black films aren’t doing well, but in my opinion better in Television. Our country being one of the most diverse countries in the world, makes a film very difficult to reach all the markets but not impossible. This is important, it is not impossible to reach the whole nation. This bring me to the point that all of these markets are categorised by race and culture, i.e. black people are less likely watch an Afrikaans film and Afrikaans audiences are less likely to watch a black film (for many reasons I don’t even have to mention). Yet when we win an Oscar for a 'black film' we call it South African and then we all of a sudden support South African films................riiiiiight. *side eyes*

Going back to the local film I worked on, the amount of complete disrespect I experience on this film was mind blowing, I wondered why. This has never happened on any of the international productions I’ve been on. This brings me to another debate I had earlier this year. Basically the debate we had was the typical Cape Town vs. Joburg debate. I said that Cape Town is better because we are the friendly city (true), he then responded by saying that we are indeed friendly but not to each other as south Africans. We are friendly (at times unnaturally overly friendly) to Foreigners but we are not friendly to our fellow South Africans. We become clicky and exclude outsiders by showing them little respect (Though I didn’t want to believe it at first). He made a point we don’t respect or support each other (South Africans). We don’t respect each other as local crew or local filmmakers but let it just be an international involved we think twice about the way we act. Why is it that we need international approval to determine our quality and success in filmmaking? Why can we not value each other as creators? Why do we need Hollywood to tell us that our local filmmakers (Tstotsi) and actors are talented?  Our constant need of approval from foreigners is actually what is keeping us behind. We would have been further as a nation if we supported our industry before the internationals did.

We simply cannot compare ourselves to American Films or even European film, we cannot make a film as easily entertaining as they do because we as a nation have not come together to indentify ourselves as South Africans in film. We still look at film by race, e.g. Tstosi - Black Film, Material - Indian Film, White Wedding - Black Film, Skoonheid - White Film. (Please note that I am only using the most popular films made). What can we identify as Authentic South African Film?...................... you see we can’t, the truth is that we (especially my generation) have grown up with American TV and American and European Film. We are part of an American era. American filmmakers grew up with American films and went on to study it and now make it. This equation is pretty simple right? However we cannot even mildly compare ourselves to this, we grew up with a very segregated mind and a heavy influence of an American style of filmmaking. This is form of definition of who were as filmmakers.
Like many of my colleagues and fellow film makers, I wanted to become a filmmaker because of what I saw, I watched a film (American) was blown away and then I decided that that’s what I want to do, I want to make films. Yet I want to be a South African Filmmaker, the reality is what the fuck I really know about South African Filmmaking. Absolutely nothing.  I did not grow up with South African Films and the South African films that are out are did not inspired me to begin with. In all honestly what do I really know about making an authentic SA film. There is no such thing, is there? I am quick to call myself a South African Filmmaker but what is authentic about the films I want to make, if all I really know is American film. This is the harsh reality of South African Filmmaking, even in varsity I learned about South African Films but my degree was based on American and European filmmaking. We as filmmakers must make a film based on what we know, which would be a film with lots of American influence and well let’s say a South African twist or take on it. *Kanye shrugs*

The South African audience are so critical with South African Films with the same remarks; saying it’s cheap, the quality is kak, acting is kak ect. We as the audience often don’t want to pay to watch a local film, yet at the same time we are quick to say we support SA film. Forgetting to mention that we won’t attended if film screening was no more that R25, but let a shit movie from the states come out and we are quick to pay up R 48.  If our filmmaking is so kak, then we are comparing it something good being what? Hollywood??? Again, this is Africa bitch c’mon give me a better reason for your 'critic'. We want our films to have to same quality and value of an American film before we take notice, we are comparing ourselves to something that has absolutely no comparisons to each other. Even if money was a factor here to improve our ‘quality’ of filmmaking. We don’t need a big budget film to create a quality film, we need to define what is quality for South Africa first. Therefore money is not necessarily quality in this case.



It all comes down to this, the TRUTH, we have two choices. We can either accept that we have been Americanized and that our filmmaking will be done in an American style with elements of South African characteristics within it. Therefore the films we create will be compared to America,  allowing all critique as we are competing with the giants in hopes to be successful on their level. By accepting that we have been Americanized it showcases that this forms as a part of who we are. Authentic is what’s real and being Americanised is the reality of our lives. We will then strive to create South African film with an American Standard in mind. The second option we have is to decide that we are going to stop the Americanization by cutting out American Films and focusing on creating authentic films and teaching our youth of who we are as a nation and what we stand for when it comes to filmmaking. Attempting to create films by having no to very little influence from outside. To ensure that we make authentic South African films, so that when the country and future filmmakers can identify themselves in the films and will be inspired to join the industry to create films of a South African nature. Whether the world takes recognition is irrelevant as this  will not define us, because our success is local, we are creating films for south Africans about south Africans. Then we can proudly say we support south  African films without any ill informed prejudices.

We just need to think twice before we critize a film saying that it is trying to be American, but simultaneously turning around to critise at the attempt to create an authentic film saying once again it is cheap, shit quality and well not Hollywood enough to appeal to you. We need to define ourselves as South Africans before we can cristise our artists in creating. So next time you hear a South African film being shown, for fuck sakes, shut the fuck up if you have not seen it. And if you did see it, think carefully before you critize and think about where your critique is really coming from.





Friday, August 26, 2011

The Amy Post

FINALLY my post about the death of the late Amy Winehouse. No surprise as 80% of my posts were influenced by her.

The news of her death upset me on such a level that I even ventured into a little twar (I got a lil defensive, I'm a fan ok). I could probably go on about a what a HUGE fan I am (like a million people are all of sudden) but aint got to prove nothing to nobody. Overall being a fan is a little of an understatement, I was obsessed..... addicted to her music, voice, style and damaged soul. I was fascinated by her incredible talent.

The truth is I knew she was going die sooner or later, about 3 years ago I still told my mom she is a time bomb. All in all she was a deeply troubled soul and through out her music career, I did not  judge her bad judgements in life on the quality of her talent or herself as a person. Though the media play such a large and vital part in our perception of celebrities, we need to realize that celebrities are equally as human as we are. We make mistakes, bad choices, good choices, live successful lives and some of us suffer in silence with the our daily struggles in society, and  its normal. Amy Winehouse and many other celebrities dont have the luxury of making normal life decisions in private instead it is put on public display for our entertainment.  While some of us think we can handle it all we are human, Amy being on of them. Put yourself in her shoes and imagine what it must be like for your personal weakness to be exploited everyday while the world  judges you.... yeah its a scary. We are too often so quick to judge, forgetting that EVERYONE has a story.

You know you a fan when your family and friends call you to find out if you ok after hearing the death of a celebrity. LOL. Her death reminded me about  the similar obsession I had with Michael Jackson and Aaliyah. Theses artist all had a significant impact in my life and through my many many phases of growing up, they inspired me in different substantial ways on my road to self discovery.May their souls Rest In Peace.
Aaliyah
 16/01/1979 - 25/08/2001 )
   
Michael Jackson
29/008/1958-   25/06/2009
Amy Winehouse
 14/09/1983 - 23/07/2011
I am still deeply sadden by her death, I guess in my heart I always hoped (assumed), she'll get into rehab(one day) and beat her addiction, you know like most of the celeb stories you hear. I suppose I was naive in hoping that she would be the ultimate survivor come out and prove everyone wrong. However the reality of her death left me numb. Her music was an escapism for me and though she is physically gone but her soul is in her music.
A beautifully humane tribute by Russel Brand :
http://www.guardian.co.uk/music/2011/jul/24/russell-brand-amy-winehouse-woman

                                                                   Amy was my drug.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Dread Obsession

Okay confession time: I am obsessed with dreadlocks.... guys with dreads, kids with dreads, the longer the dreadlocks the better. Sigh.......... is there any hope
for me? I just think it's incredibly sexy and different. 





Whoopi - My look Alike (apparently)
Lauryn Hill - Effortless
Now obviously I don't have dreads, the thing with dreads is the commitment you have to make, especially for a long period. I LOVE HAIR WAY TOO MUCH! I love styling hair, blowing out hair, GHDing; I am a tart like that. My fascination with dreads has come a long way with my love for hair. So in effort to not let his obsession consume me, I decided to do something close enough to it. BRIADS. Surprisingly my inspiration came a picture of Solange Knowles( Beyonce sister) she had braided her hair and went old school with it, really thick and very long braids. I thought it looked dope and I loved the 90s feel of it. Then later inspired by the 90s I then went for a shorter style, this time round, Jada Pickett Smith Set it Off vibes. Feeling very Lauryn Hill......... my friends put me my place and said I looked like Whoopi Goldberg. Smh, LOL. Oh well. Anyway I finally got me some dread looking braids. Stoked about the whole thing, trying something different, but I had not anticipated that I would indirectly be involved in a social experiment.
   
Jada Pickett Smith 

My modern twist to Jada Pickett Smith
After getting the braids(Long thick ones) I understood that it was a rather drastic look and would get attention for the length of the braids. Therefore resembling dreadlocks, I experienced the two connotations of dreadlocks in society:

  1. Bad, Dreadlocks are seen as taboo in society, only done by Rastafarians or pot heads.
  2. Respected, as a 'sista'
Me with the long braids
Solange Knowles with Braids
Now it was the 2nd point that made want to write this post. Besides all the dirty looks I got from the conservative folk who in the past treated me different. It was the amount of respect I got just because I had 'dreads'. People would walk pass me and give me a respectable nod, raise their fists, peace signs and whatever else you do to an "Iya"( a nickname I learnt to respond to). All of a sudden my hair had some kind of political and symbolic meaning, I felt like I was representing the opposed society and standing up against 'The man'. Now as cool as this sounds and fun it is to play along like I'm some kind of Rastafarian poet but this is not relevant to me. All I did was change my hair. Now being the fruitcake that I am, I was a little overwhelmed and had to keep jumping into defence mode......... I'm NOT A RASTA!!!(Being a vegetarian didn't help convincing people) I don't smoke pot and most importantly believe in the religion. Now don't get me wrong, I don't have anything against Rastafarian culture/tradition, like any other religion I respect it and do not judge it. But it's just hair!!! And in my case a hairstyle.

Here is the most bizarre thing, people were now more willing to listen to my views (as if I was going to say something spiritually poetic and liberal)...........  Truth is I would have said something worthwhile anyway regardless of my hair. I consider myself to be a deep person of some sort, and have very strong moral, political and liberal views in life. Look ima Keep it REAL here .......The keyword here is 'listen' people started to take my opinions more seriously, assuming from my look (hair) that I am a liberal being and would say something uplifting. This is what upsets me, the mere fact my hairstyle gained respect from a community to only then acknowledge my spiritual and intellectual capabilities, is fucken pathetic. Come on people, this kind of stereotyping is soooo old; it has no real relevance in the 21st century. Can we please let this go? Thanks
On the real: Lastly this was my personal experiment, it does not mean that anyone who gets braids will get the same reaction from society that I experienced, this was something I picked up and thought I would voice it. 
*FYI: I'm back to my roots (kroes kop) and loving my natural hair, but can't wait to braid my hair again, it was fun experiment... wouldn't you say? 
How Amazing is this red......... I Want 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Public Enemy!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah boi

Ah so this post might be a bit to late but here it goes:

So the legend of Hiphop PUBLIC ENEMY came to the mother city aka Cape Town for an incredible exclusive concert at Assembly! But of course your gracious had to attend the event but nothing could of warned me for the illest experience.

Now ya'll should know by now Hiphop is my first love. For many people hiphop is either just the music they listen to, they way the dance, the way they speak, they way they dress, but Hiphop is indeed a culture. there has been countless debates on the culture of hiphop and in these modern times, as everything else in life, hiphop has evolved. Like a culture it has its history, history being a vital part of its origin, but this does not define it in all its being. Many people say " Yo hiphop is dead, real hiphop is artists like the legends Public Enemy, now thats real Hiphop" Hmmmmmm i dont disagree completely but then again we have to look at what essence Public Enemy define their sense of HIPHOP.

I have been to a couple of hiphop concerts and have enjoyed myself excessively, but it took public enemy to make me look at hiphop from its orgin. An maynnn was it beautiful. The scene:  An underground feel, little crowd (exclusive). The beat: DOPE! and most importantly the lyrics: Inspirational.
Ok firstly how insane is  Flava Flav!!! Ya'll can say what you want bout flava flav, but hiphop runs through his blood. Its the realist thing I've seen in a while!!! Chuck D stepped to the mic and it was OOOOooon. He spoke about, war, poverty,racial issues, politics, Africa as a nation, hiphop as a culture.
It was something  out of this world. Now a days hiphop has evolved into a more personal approach. Rappers either express their insecurities, fame, sexuality and personal issues/daily struggles. LOL yeah i know this sounds a lil rah-rah but if you listening carefully to the modern day rapper, in between all the bitches,hoes, niggas, crack, pussy, motherfuckers................................. the expressions mentioned are in fact what they saying.
At the public enemy concert, i didn't hear one negative cuss about women, personal shit that i couldnt care less about. They rapped about society. Not only could you relate to them on a social level but a personal one aswell. Public Enemy in the time that they evolved, the voiced issues of the society who didnt have a voice. Rap was a form of empowerment, yeah them being rebels would of seem appropriate at the time but the sense of power they gave a society, a nation to rise above the society's issues and give it a voice with HIPHOP music......................... is so incredible. Now my people this is what hip-hop is all about. Bringing people together, making them stand together as one nation and FIGHT THE POWER!

Now i aint trying start some Malcolm X riot, I am just trying to express my love for the power of hip-hop music that many people have forgotten about.This is they type of Hip hop I prefer, one that speaks of issues that i can relate to and make me feel like I possess that power to make a change in my life as well as others. This was definitely an experience the REALIST one I have experience in a while!!





                           YEEEAAAH BOOOOOOOIIIIII
                     GO FLAVA, GO FLAVA, 
                     GO FLAVA, GO FLAVA

On set.....A Seductive Industry

Wow!!! What a turn around my life has had!!! Dayum ppl, life has been surreal.
Ok so im finally employed(well kinda) and a GRADUTE!!! I am finally living the life i choose, ie the life i studied.
I finally get to go on set and my experience is one that i will never forget.
So firstly i have ZERO experience, lets say  i know as much as a business student when it comes to the practicalities of filming. So here I am first day on set, excited as fuck! But for some reason I don't wana look like a stupid lil intern I some how manage to put on this persona where instead of being intimidated by people with more knowledge in this industry, I step up to the plate on another level.
I act like Ive been there before, (WAT!1 damn straight son) LOL its so funny I have people coming up to me introducing themselves thinking I'm someone important, he he he he. Now its not completely untrue I'm not THAT important but I'm not insignificant either. You know that's the thing about this industry,which many people don't know or realize is that you have to you have to start at the bottom( like any other job), thing is here you can have your honours in film, and sadly it doesnt really mean anything. (yeah i said it) Now don't get me wrong, I will take my degree as an achievement and even if i knew all this before I would still do it all over again. The power of education is something that should never be underestimated, it installs so many values in you that you dont realize in your studies. But lets keep it real.....

Starting at the bottom of the food chain, is rather tough, people dont give a shit bout u( Welcome to the real World Annocha ) but its how you choose to be treated and how you treat the opportunity, because ultimately thats what it is, an opportunity for you to learn your strengths and to make something out of your strengths. People will try to put you down and treat you like shit BUT I believe i draw the line on self respect and dignity even when I'm at the bottom. Yes i understand that I am a learner, but I'm Nooo stupid and being a learner does not come with disrespect. I respect you not because of your status but because of the person you are, and I demand the same respect in return. But if you disrespect me then don't expect me to kiss your ass for respect........it does not work like that! This is the approach I have chosen, and I will take it day by day, seeing each day as a blessing.



Being on set was defiantly like an Epiphany, not only am i learning alot but i finally feel like this is where i belong. I was made for this. I know I might sound corny and even vain. But being someone who has always struggled to find a sense of belonging, to find it is SURREAL. I was on between wardrobe(shocker) and cast and art department, behind the scenes guy and even a 2min chat with one person I learnt so much. But let me tell you, yeah i studied film theory.............no where in my text book did it tell me how to handle clients, lol. But it was great I had an opportunity in which I had to step up and shine, and yesss sir, i stepped up. Truly an amazing experience. After 4 days on set, just throwing myself into the work and absorbing the lifestyle, we have a wrap party in Sea point. The  fact that we all come together(with some slight intoxication) and spoke to each other, ot via our status but as people who share the same passion and work ethic. It was at that moment that THE BOSS came and sat next to me and we had a chat for a half and hour. A defining moment in my life, not because he pays my bills but because, the inspirational person that he is, made me realize that this is what I aspire to be. As he sat next me ( sipping on sum bubbly) he takes a look around at the crew having a good time and says : " This is a seductive industry hey" HA ha ha ha ha ha indeed!!! And a choose to be seduced.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Soul Searching........ and I found HIpHOP

So I havent been on my blog in a while, not coz I dont have time( lol got plenti of that for a change) but because I have been doing some soul searching. Having all this time on my hands got me thinking about alot of things. Before it was always about my future and now that things haven't gone as planned I've had time to reflect on myself, past current and future. And thats prity much a sub headings for this entry!(lame) LOL

Past:

My past where do I begin? I ask myself. I try to think back to come to understanding of how I came to where I am today. Geez as a youngster ( lol how old school its that word), I was one of those kids who just wanted to be cool, hanged with the cool kids and what not. Though I've always had a moral ground. I neva did anything too stupid! Anyway I loved Hip Hop straight off the back. The funny thing is I went to a lil private school where the majority of students listened to rock, punk( which i did my fair share of, cmon I wanted to be cool). For me it was the culture of Hip Hop that fascinated me the most, the rapping was cool but lets keep it real I didnt really understand much of it then, the beats spoke more to my soul and rhythm more than the lyrics. At one stage I was even hectically into graffiti and convinced myself I would become a graffiti artist( I secretly still do ), buuuuuut I sucked! I grew up looking up to artists like....Wheelz, Falko, Faith. Those people made me view art and music and life from a completely different perspective, I still got mad respect for them! Anyway long fucken story short, I just loved art, fashion, music, film. But it was more than a love for it. Being so young it was my passion it drove me to wanting to achieve more in life. The reason for choosing a creative path in my studies.

Current:

Thank the lord I was an inquisitive child, otherwise I wouldn't have the life I have now. So I haven't really achieved ALL the things I was suppose to according to my 14yr old self. Ha ha! Anyway Im in a weird stage/phase in my life. Like my mom says  "Your generation have the all opportunities, if I was still 20 I would be doing all the crazy things" *rollling my eyes* .....of course you would mom your're just one crazy gal (sarcasm). LOL but on a serious note there is some truth in what she says. Yeah we have all the opportunities, this is true if you are motivated you can become anything you want. Unlike back in the day when gender, race and class inequality stood in the way. If I wana be a graffiti artist I can be it, heck if u wana be a singer I can( I mean if Paris Hilton and Kim Kardashian can sing then im sure we all can) HA ha. I can be anything my heart desires. The thing is I'm still that kid, I  just wana be EveryTHANG a Stylist, Make up artist, DJ, Artist, Music Video director,Model, Tv show host, Tv Presenter, Film Director, Race car driver, Fashion Designer, Photographer, Social worker. LOL and I'm dead serious. I am either one freaky control freak coz it seems all the shit I wana do it because I wana do it rather than somebody else. Lucky for me all of these aspirations have a common theme, creativity. So its not actually impossible, nothing is really. "The only way to find the limits of the possible is to go beyond them" 

Future:

So this is what it all comes down to. I don't know if I share this same experience with you peeps but if I don't..... I'm really stupid. LMAO Scenario: You meet someone(usually someone one older), and they either talking about politics and you like "uhmmmm yeah bout that Obama, Ima vote for him( when elections are over)" LOL, you will say something retarded because you actually dont know shit bout politics to have a decent conversation. Now the same can apply to anything else really. That feeling when you realize you dont know enough but you wish you did. By speaking to these people you get inspired to learn more, as u want to conversate and give your intellectual opinion. Its not like you stupid or anything you just not as in tuned with politics as they are.
Well in a nutshell thats where Im at. I believe in broadening my knowledge, I dont want a day to go past where I dont learn something new. One is never to old to learn, it actually keeps you young. My approach  to broadening my knowledge is some what different, starting with.......  what do I like? Music, fashion, TV ect, I want to achieve all the things, and be knowledgeable I don't wana look back and be like 'uuuh what have I done in my life?'.... Fokol.... and write some stupid ass bucket list for my old ass! Nah I want to be knowledgeable, I want people to look up to me the way I did with my people that inspire me. Most importantly I want to share my knowledge with the generation to come and show them the many possibilities. But I dont just wana be knowledgeable on politics or some other boring shit, but things that interest me. My passions.... HIp hop, I want to know the origin, the real meaning of Hip Hop and what it means to me now. And ditto for Tv, fashion, film, theatre, TV. I want my passions to make me and intellect that defines the person that I am. And the way i want to achieve this is through self - education. This is a wonderful thing, I don't need to waste money on taking a course or bugging someone to teach me. Ambition is what it comes down to if I really want to be more knowledgeable I need to put myself out there, by educating myself. Technology has made self education so easy, its there u just have to use it. One has no excuse if you don't know shit. Take that initiative, its rewarding!!!

Hip Hop has always been apart of my life, its one of those things I have always managed to define myself as. Yet I didn't really know as much as I should. It then lead me to doing something about it, I'm learning everyday something  new and it has mad me a better me. And no matter how old i get i will always keep it fresh, coz there is no limit to learning. Hip Hop......Thank you! Let this journey never end.